siblings

okay lama dah tak update tapi taklah lama mana pun kan. but wtv. who cares bukan ada org baca pungggg. lol. so rasanya harini mcm nak cerita pasal siblings. i know i dont have any of them. i dont have sisters and brothers. Sebab takda lah nak cerita ni. haha I admit that i really jealous with whom yg ada siblings. lagi lagi diorang yg rapat dgn siblings diorang. From my experience, bila orang cerita pasal adik dia ke kakak ke abang ke or siapa2 lah adik beradik dia, sumpah jealous! its like they have someone that they can talk to whenever they want, someone they can rely on, someone they can fully trust. seriously, people always said that even i dont have siblings but i have my cousin because people who know me, they'll know that im quite closed with them. but thennn, my cousin pun already had their siblings, so of course lah diorang akan lagi rapat dgn adik beradik diorang, kan. so for me, still its not the same. cousin is cousin and sibling is sibling. tak ke rasa macam bila diorang cerita adik beradik then kita nak sibuk. eventhough satu family tapi rasa mcm krikrik lah jugak kan. ahaha oh haa lepastu, for example kalau kita kena marah dgn parents ke kan, atleast they can go to their siblings utk cerita2 ke apa. and me? no one. furthermore, me as a girl, mesti malam malam kita nak share story or wtv kan. haa selalunya orang cerita kat siblings lagi2 yg ada kakak tu kan. me? no one. haha cousin bukan duduk dgn kita all the time pun. so yeah...

People usually said, kalau siapa yg takda siblings ni mostly apa dia nak parents dia bagi, takya share barang dgn org lain apa smua. yes, i admit mmg benda2 tu betul juga sebab kalau tak bagi kat anak nak bagi kat siapa lagi kan. haha but i dont take that thing as an important thing, because material ni tak penting pun sebenarnya. i rather have many siblings than kaya raya sampai raya dua kali. because i always think, if my parents passed away, siapa je yg ada dgn kita? material bukan boleh tolong kita pun. so basically i have no one. sedih juga bila terfikir about that. i really wish i have one. atleast kakak ke abang ke sorang pun dah okay. tapi tak apa, this is what we called qada' and qadar. I never blame anyone lagipun ni kan Allah yg tentukan so i always keep in mind that He has a better plan for me and everything happens for a reason.

For those yg ada siblings tu, i rasa you guys must be grateful to have siblings. tak kisah lah berapa ramai, rapat ke, setiap hari gaduh ke apa, because in the end, they are the one that always have time for you. omg panjang gila mcm buat karangan tapi sadly my karangan never get an A. -.- haha i should stop here. till then. take care!

p/s : patutlah iffa cakap aku buat karangan. hahaha :p