sekolah

So long i haven't post anything here. yeah, so many things to say but actually i dont know how and where to start at. I preferred begin with school things. Okay im done with spm and automatically im done with school. yes, no more wake up early in the morning then get ready to go to school, school uniform, the assembly, and whatsoever. I'll miss my the-only person sat next to me since 2008, Adlin Khalil. and of course, rindu gila my schoolmates yg nampak setiap hari tuuu. btw, my schmates semuanya handsome-handsome and cantik-cantik you allssss hihi :D The examination went well, Alhamdulillah. taaaapi the results tu hmhm taktahu lah. i had try my best and the rest tu kita tawakal je lah. Just pray for the best, InsyaAllah :) actually, Im not really happy when the school's end it just like i feel soooo released dah habis spm. Sedih pun ada jugak -.- okay lah sumpah im not in the mood nak tulis panjang2 kat sini thats why merepek je banyak. later lah kita cerita eh. haha so yeah. OHHH before that, i'd registered the driving license,start next week, i hope everything goes well. Amiiiin. wish me luck! Toodles.

p/s : my last day school on 13.12.11, Cantik gila date! #kau ada? hahaha kbye

people who i really want to meet

Actually this time punya update i want to post about people yang banyak gila jasa diorang buat for this country, which is Malaysia :

1. A Samad Said

As we all know Abdul samad bin Muhammad Said or as known as A Samad Said, is a sasterawan negara malaysia. the reason why i really want to meet him are, in my opinion he has his own submission towards bahasa melayu. Semua hasil karya dia hebat gila. kalau lah kita baca dia punya novel ke, cerpen ke, sajak ke, sometimes the word that he use tu, kita pun taktahu apa maksudnya. kata je orang melayu. besides, kita cakap pun dalam 'bahasa pasar' je kan. Sekarang ni mostly people think that bahasa melayu ni lame lah, tak cool lah apa lah. Sebenarnya tak salah pun kita nak cakap in malay, like betul2 bahasa melayu. just because english tu is a world language for this century,then semua orang busy nak cakap in english. I didnt say speak in english is wrong. tapi jangan lupa bahasa melayu ni dulu dalam sejarah, pernah jadi 'lingua franca'. tak salah kan kalau sejarah yg baik tu berulang lagi? *out of topic sebenarnya,haha* ok back to A Samad Said, from what i can see, all of his karya semua banyak pengajaran yg kita boleh ambil dari situ, means that bukan hasil kosong jelah. Ada juga hasil dia yg boleh buat kita sedar or insaf about who we are in this world. Then, these are his achievement :

a) Pejuang Sastera (1976)

b) Anugerah Penulis S.E.A (1979)

c) Sasterawan Negara (1985)

d) Sasterawan Nusantara (1999)

According to his achievement, tak rasa ke macam bukan senang nak dapat all the anugerah tu and bukan semua orang dapat. Even about sastera ni pun tak semua orang reti nak appreciate in the right way kan. So yeah, eventhough out of the topic sikit, but who cares. I want to meet him personally or atleast boleh jumpa diaaaaa dekat dekat. maybe i can go if ada exhibition about this stuff ke apa kan. hehe Insyaallah, someday :') Oh, other than that, he is 75 years old i guess, tapi tengoklah, still maintain cool gila okay! hihi Okay, i stop here first, before that, ni ada one of his karya. :

Tetamu Senja

Kita datang ini hanya sebagai tetamu senja
Bila cukup detik kembalilah
Kita kepadaNya
Kita datang ini kosong tangan dada
Bila pulang nanti bawa dosa bawa pahala

Pada tetamu yang datang dan
Kenal jalan pulang
Bawalah bakti mesra kepada
Tuhan kepada Insan
Pada tetamu yang datang
Dan lupa jalan pulang
Usahlah derhaka pula
Pada Tuhan kepada insan

Bila kita lihat manusia lupa tempat
Atau segera sesat puja darjat
Puja pangkat
Segera kita insaf kita ini punya kiblat
Segera kita ingat kita ini punya tekad

Bila kita lihat manusia terbiar larat
Hingga mesti merempat ke laut biru
Ke kuning darat
Harus kita lekas sedar penuh pada tugas
Harus kita tegas sembah
Seluruh rasa belas

Kita datang ini satu roh satu jasad
Bila pulang nanti bawa bakti padat berkat

p/s : ada lagi people that i want to meet, sambung dekat next post later lah. currently out of time! byeee. xx

asbmah

Sorry sebab tadi serious macam bangang. idk what happen to me. srsly. :( mix feelings oh actually. and cant believe that i actually acting weird macamtu tadi to you. youre not doing any mistake pun. it just me. apa masalah ntah. i felt guilty towards you tapi mcm tak boleh nak cakap. i hate this. Im sorry, BIG SORRY :'( iloveyou tau.

*maybe sebab cam lama tak nangis kot. :/ what a life.

p/s : will you stay forever?